My Personal Orientation to Career Planning & Resources

After choosing my courses for the fall semester along with the rest of the freshman class just under a month ago, I was directed to a table in Steele Hall to set up my very first meeting with the Career Planning & Resources office. With my freshly curated course schedule planned out, I set up an appointment for Monday, September 17th, and had absolutely no idea what to expect. After all, I have not even officially declared my major as of now. Much less do I know what I want “to be when I grow up,” even though it’s a question that’s been posed to me since kindergarten. The only thing I do know is that I like literature and that I want to read lots and lots during my career here at Scripps.

A few days before my appointment I received an email from Handshake, reminding me of my upcoming meeting. A newbie to the website, I was excited to feel like a professional and a member of an online platform that has, more and more each day here at Scripps, become a crucial element of professionalism in Claremont.

As I entered the doors to the CP&R office from Seal Court, I was nervous. I had finally gotten here, to Scripps College, from four rigorous years of high school all the way across the country where I had been constantly wondering where I would end up once I’d graduated. Yet, there I was once more, at the start of another four years, feeling like I had to worry all over again about life after graduation.

As I sat in the CP&R library waiting for my appointment, my legs couldn’t help but sway back and forth like a restless little kids. So, I reminded myself to be “professional.” I sat there considering what that word had meant to me for the past 18 years of my life. Well, at that moment it most obviously meant punctuality, hence why I was early for my meeting and fidgeting in my chair. Professionalism means a shared respect for one another and upholding the guidelines of a working community. Culturally, professionalism means a firm handshake.

Just as I was musing these ideas, I heard my name, followed by a question mark. I stood up to meet the career counselor I had been scheduled with to talk. I wanted to start off professionally, so I reached out my hand, hoping to make a good first impression with a confident handshake.

As I walked into the career counselor’s office I began to feel more at ease. The career counselor went over some basics of Handshake with me. But what was most helpful was simply seeing the extensive list of careers that Handshake had listed. There is more to do with a degree in the humanities than law school after all! Although, I do have to admit, I was a bit of a traditionalist and checked off an interest in law school following college.

As the meeting progressed I realized something that perhaps should’ve been obvious to me: my appointment at CP&R was with a career counselor. They are there to help me in my career planning, not to create stress at the idea of becoming a professional. I left my meeting feeling more prepared for not just life after Scripps, but the four years until then in which I’ll be applying for internships and jobs, and probably having freak-outs about entering an increasingly digital world as a prospective English major. Now I know who to look to for counsel not just about “what I want to be when I grow up,” but about connecting with alumnae in my field, studying abroad, applying for fellowships and internship grants, preparing for interviews, and so much more. All in all, the R in CP&R should not be underestimated.

An Intersection of Interests

Looking back, it seems like things just fell into place.  It makes sense that I should work in entertainment or the arts but that wasn’t always that clear to me.  It was really a long path of discovery that started with my extracurricular interests.

I have always been a lover of the arts and since I was young I have participated in a variety of ways.  I have been in bands, plays, choirs, musicals, operas, and more.  I will always be grateful to my parents for being supportive and my community for supplying the opportunities.  Though I was primarily a performer, I also found that I could be a leader in these fields.  Through being on leadership in my arts clubs in high school, I found that I enjoy organizing, especially within the arts.  Being in leadership and doing administrative work kept me within the community and allowed me to apply another set of talents I had beyond preforming.  This was further cemented by my time on Scripps Associated Students when I organized large 5C events for the community.

It was by combining my interests in the creative fields and organizational management that I discovered a career path that made sense to me, working in entertainment to bring films and tv shows to life.

If you are struggling with what you might want to do, looking back on the things in your life you have enjoyed can be a great starting point.  Something fulfilling might come from one aspect of your life but it might also come from a combination of interests, finding a path that lies at an intersection of what brings you fulfillment.

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Time’s Up

While I enjoy writing lighthearted posts filled with glorious gifs, something more serious has been weighing on my mind.  Even though disturbing allegations have been made against powerful people have in multiple industries, the entertainment business has been hit hard, with many previously seeming untouchable individuals falling under scandal.  As a young woman who wants to work in entertainment, it has been both inspiring and concerning to see all that has happened so far. 

I count myself lucky that I have had very positive experiences so far because not everyone has.  This is an industry that prides itself on having people start from the bottom so they can work their way up.  This culture has bread unhealthy power dynamics between superiors and employees.  This has led to people being put in unacceptable situations and has foster a culture of silence. You constantly hear how hard it is to work in this industry like it is a badge of honor.  But why do we have to go into this business expecting long hours, initial low pay, and uncomfortable situations? 

I am not exactly saying anything new here but I wanted to comment from my perspective.  I am worried and I am scared.  I often question why I am choosing to enter this business, now of all times.  But it is the wonderful and supportive people I have met that, at least for now, make it seem like something I want to keep trying to do.  To all that work tirelessly in this business and beyond, thank you for your work and your courage.  I hope to join you soon in making this industry with a checkered past more equitable for all.

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My Future Career Probably Doesn’t Exist Yet

This past Thursday, I attended a “Women in Tech” panel at the CMC Athenaeum, featuring three CMC alumnae. I really enjoyed hearing about each of their experiences while at CMC, and working at startups and major corporations, such as Kaiser and General Mills. I learned about the fast-paced and sometimes chaotic startup world and the most valuable college classes they had each taken in college. Each woman was very passionate about her career, and provided candid advice to the audience about regrets, experiences, and achievements.  One of the students in the audience asked “What is the best piece of career advice you’ve received?” The women all provided valuable advice, yet one comment really stuck with me. “Your future job may not even exist yet”, one panelist said.

I found this advice to be simultaneously comforting and terrifying. Just as I struggle to determine my major, I am also hesitant to declare one single career path, as I do not have the skills nor information to make either of these major decisions just yet. I have many future internships to complete and many classes to take that will help me make these decisions. So, what’s the rush in being certain of my future now? It is comforting to know that my future career may not even exist, because it relieves me from the pressure of defining it and sharing it with the world right now.

At the same time, the thought that my future career may not even exist yet is more than slightly terrifying. From the day students enter kindergarten, they are asked “What are you going to be when you grow up?” This question programs students from the very beginning to be forward-thinking and certain in their decisions. Most young students will say doctor, baseball player, or actress based on what their parents have told them they should aspire to be or what they have seen on television. I’m pretty sure that in kindergarten, I said that I am going to be a businesswoman because my five-year old self knew that my mom was some sort of businesswoman. Little did I know that there are thousands of careers within the field of business. Because our society seems to expect certainty from us, it is difficult to accept the ambiguity of my future career. Yet even while I create as much structure and certainty as I can in my everyday life through my weekly planner and  Google Calendar, I also recognize that it is ok to not have everything planned out.

The worlds of business and technology are constantly changing, and many of these changes, like the advent of artificial intelligence, will not only change how we work but how we live. Who knows, a life-changing piece of technology could come out this week! Like that panelist said, I encourage more students, no matter how young or old, to not feel pressure to define their future career, and instead accept, and maybe even embrace, the uncertainty of the process. The next time someone asks me what I’m going to do with my career, I just might respond with “how could I know? My career doesn’t even exist yet”.

Director?

I’ve recently become interested in the idea of becoming a director.  Either a film or theater director although I think I would be more interested in film.  It suits my skill sets.  I love working in teams of people and I love fostering people’s creative energies so they can reach their fullest potential.  I love working on and managing large projects.  But for some reason I’ve never actively perused the potential career path.  Why have I shied away from something that could potentially be so creatively wonderful and works to my skill sets?

I believe the thing that has held me back is my fear of the more technical side of the job.  I have little experience and no expertise in lighting, sound, ect for either film or theater.  And I always assumed that this was something the director had to know to realize the vision of the production.  But as I have been learning more and more about what a director’s job entails in both worlds, I’m finding that is less and less true.  Of course you need to be able to know how to work with those mediums but the director’s job doesn’t necessarily require expertize in those fields.  That’s what designers and cinematographers are there for.  Your job as a director is nebulous, to create and realize the vision for the project.  How are you going to convey the story you have been given?  A large part of the job is working with actors and having acted for most of my life I believe I could pick up on this skill quickly.  You mostly need to have a certain creative spark.  I’m not sure if I have it but want to know if I do.  In the future, I hope to direct more, either short films or small student shows, to see if I have what it takes.  Can’t hurt to try!

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