A Holy Guest by June Lee
A Holy Guest by June Lee

A Holy Guest by June Lee

A Holy Guest

June Lee

 

At the bedrock bottom of your staircase,

I was baptized into your religion, an unforeseen guest of sixteen 

sheepishly entering the shrine of non-silence: where shoes are allowed inside.

 

Was at least a shred of dignity 

spared by the rubbing of soles against the doormat? 

 

And it began –– the frailty,

followed by the shepherd I befriended at the foyer, 

the German kind, followed by the prick of the foot by the splintered wooden floor,

followed by a tale of their famed fifth cousin recounted by the football fanatic brother,

an affront to the father, a foe of the Patriots.

 

Past midnight I was wound down by the weighted blanket, 

dreambound blessed, four elbows exposed 

and pressed against three pillows, 

parting upper lips only to whisper 

two repressed wishes into the silence: 

first to let be known that I was merely an apparition,

 

bound to be made agnostic once again upon exit.