Embracing the Gray: the Beauty of a Liberal Arts Education

I have always been what people would describe as “good at school.”  I love to read and write; I’m passionate about art, theatre and dance; and I thoroughly enjoy science and math classes.  I have been #blessed with a thirst for knowledge and a support system that pushed me to excel in my academic career.  Because I liked so many different fields of study and could see myself pursuing a great variety of them, I had a difficult time deciding what to focus on in my college search.  Did I want to go to a school with a great English program? What about one that I could take highly regarded acting classes and minor in theatre? Once I figured out that I wanted to go into the sciences, my search got easier, but not by much.  There was so much that I wanted to do, study, and experience whilst in college, and I wanted to do it all with great professors and peers by my side.

As you may suppose, this love for interdisciplinary learning led me to Scripps College and a liberal arts education.  I like to think that I have made the most of this cross disciplinary academic approach during my last 3.25 years here: I have taken a variety of classes in both the humanities and sciences, and not just for GE credit either.  I’m studying Science, Technology and Society , one of the most interdisciplinary majors that you can find at the 5Cs.  I have been given the space to design my curriculum to best suit my learning needs and passions.  I’ve learned that college doesn’t have to be only arts or science, black or white.  It can be both, and Scripps embodies this concept.  From my liberal arts education, I have experienced firsthand how to embrace the gray areas of academics and life.  As a pre-vet student, my experiences working in an art gallery and taking voice lessons have enabled me to explore my creative side and tap into new, “non-scientific” problem solving methods.  I can approach my future life and career with a perspective informed by multiple backgrounds and experiences, and I truly believe that this will make me a better veterinarian, scholar, and person.

Ultimately, the benefits of a liberal arts education can be summed up in the idea of freedom.  At a liberal arts institution, you are not confined to taking courses in your major or minor: you can take any classes you want, in any discipline you desire.  You are free to explore potential interests and study subjects for fun.  You are free to design your own academic curriculum, one as varied or single subject as you wish.  You are free to become your own person and grow in your individual interests, mindsets, and goals.  I was free to dip my toes into every and all disciplines and journey down academic paths I didn’t realize existed.  I didn’t have to limit myself to science and pre-health classes, and you don’t have to be either thanks to a liberal arts education. I am so grateful that Scripps has provided me with the space to grow in multiple disciplines, and I look forward to relishing the fruits of my interdisciplinary, liberal arts academic labors in the years after Scripps to come.

What do you think about liberal arts education? Leave a comment and share your experience!

Bonding with Baboons: Networking and Animal Care

This past summer, I spent a sweaty and spectacular month at Keepers of the Wild Nature Park in Valentine, Arizona.   Over the course of 200 hours, I worked with over 40 species of native and exotic animals cared for by a tireless staff, and I learned an immense amount every day about the practicalities and nuances of exotic animal care.  I put my theoretical knowledge of animal nutrition, behavior, and enrichment to use, all while assisting with the day to day operations of the park.

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I was continually impressed by how such a small staff could keep everything running smoothly, something that is not a small feat in the hot, dry Arizona desert with over 100 dependent animals.  Not only was I impressed with the staff, facilities, and grounds of the park, I was continually impressed by the growth I saw in myself over the course of my internship.  I learned how to work outside in a harsher climate than I am used to, to quickly adapt to different protocols depending on the animal species, to construct specialized diets based on species and individual animal needs, and so much more.  Every time I talk about my internship, I come up with something new that I learned via the immersive education experience.

The nature park itself is divided into three large groups: care center animals, hoofstock, and big cats.  The care center encompasses the birds, primates, and many native species, and this is where I spent the first week and a half of my internship learning the ins and outs of the park’s basic operations.  It is also the site of one of my most influential lessons while at Keepers of the Wild.

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We always learn that networking in any career path is an extremely important part of growth and advancement, and the most important contacts in animal care are the animals themselves.  One of my favorite new contacts from this summer was Billy.  Upon meeting, I was not Billy’s favorite person.  He found me threatening, yelled at me frequently, and did his best to scare me off.  I spent my first week trying to impress Billy, or at least keep him from becoming stressed at the very sight of me.  I should also probably mention that Billy is a baboon.  Billy came to Keepers of the Wild in 2002 after being owned by a teenage girl following his life as a baby baboon in the entertainment industry.  As many animal loving humans know, primates and other exotic animals do NOT make good pets.  They are wild, highly intelligent creatures, and animal instincts are not something to fool around with.

Though we frequently learn in classes how closely related primates and humans are, Billy gave me this education in an up-close and personal way.  He loved apples and bananas and would drink Capri Sun straight from the pouch, as long as you put the straw in for him.  He people watched and played with toys; he just communicated differently, had opposable toes, and incisors four times the size of mine.  When I first arrived at my internship, Billy couldn’t stand the sight of me.  He threw rocks, yowled, stared intimidatingly, and did everything that he could to keep a threatening stranger away from his home and friends.   I went home nightly and did research on enrichment techniques for the animals I was working with, and I made sure to look up ways to make myself less threatening to Billy and the other primates.  Many of them had already had incredibly stressful lives prior to arriving in the park, and the last thing that I wanted to do was induce more stress while trying to take care of them.

Slowly, Billy got more used to seeing me.  I kept my head down (direct eye contact is a sign of aggression to primates), worked hard, and pushed myself to absorb as much as I could each day.  He went from exhibiting threatening behaviors, to apathetic tolerance, and finally, Billy accepted me into the fold. It was a Wednesday afternoon when I was working on the Big Cats team (an incredible experience in itself, with many stories for another time), and I walked past Billy’s enclosure giving my customary “Hi Billy!” greeting.  He had been coming over to the side of the enclosure to grunt hello to me for a few days, but this day, he ran right up, sat down at the fence, chattered his teeth in a sign of greeting, and insisted on holding my hand and grooming me.  As I sat there with my arm in Billy’s hands, I became hyper aware that it was an astonishingly special moment that I would never forget.

Animal care is grueling, difficult, dangerous work that pushes you to the brink of what you think you can handle.  Lives are on the line, and they are lives that cannot advocate for themselves, making the job a thousand times more difficult.  It is stressful, exhausting, but also unbelievably rewarding.  For every moment spent close to tears because you are hot, dirty, and frustrated because something very simple (like a lock) just won’t cooperate, there are beautiful moments where human and animal intelligence are brought together in mutual understanding.  My moments of understanding occurred constantly throughout this internship experience, and I am so incredibly grateful for having this opportunity.  Billy and I got along swimmingly for the remainder of my time in Arizona, and I think of him daily.

emily-gratke-and-zeusIn the same way that Billy grew to accept, appreciate, and maybe even like my presence at Keepers of the Wild, I grew even more certain that a life spent in animal care is the right career path for me.  I came out of my intensive month more desiring to go into exotic practice for veterinary medicine, and I hope to do this work in conjunction with a rescue organization someday.  I have an enhanced appreciation for small, non-profit rescue parks and for exotic animal care in general.  I know that my newly developed mindsets and perspectives will help me to become a better veterinarian, and I can’t wait to have more experiences like this in the future.

Art Safari: Observing Animals and Art

“Please don’t touch the art.” This statement is oft quoted by my friends and family in reference to my on campus job.  Officially, I am a guard at the Ruth Chandler Williamson Gallery here at Scripps College.  After hearing this, you would probably think I’m an art major, minor, at least some sort of art connoisseur.  None of these are particularly true, and if I had to title my role in the art world, I would pick something along the lines of art appreciation specialist.

4-1 I really love looking at art, I love my job and my coworkers, and I even spent a good chunk of my time and money abroad getting lost in art museums and galleries in a variety of European cities.  However, my academic knowledge and understanding of the art world is fairly limited.

I am a Science, Technology & Society major and aspire to be a veterinarian one day.  An art gallery really seems like the ideal place for me to work, right?  Now you probably understand why my loved ones chuckle whenever I mention my job.  Animal medicine and art protection seem like absolutely opposite ends of the job description spectrum.  However, I’m here to tell you that I’ve learned a great deal about my future career in animal care from my time working in the gallery.

4-2Sitting immersed in art for eight hours a week has helped me to learn how to really look at my surroundings.  I’ve always been an observant person, and I’ve always been critical of the world around me.  I like to know how and why thing are the way they are, and I work hard to understand the things that I see.  Art isn’t an easy thing to observe.  It is subjective, and different people find different meanings in it.  A piece that I find inspiring and filled with movement and life, another could find oppressive and representative of human adversity to confinement.

Just as art isn’t an easy thing to see and analyze, animals are just as difficult to really look at.  Animals, just like paintings, can’t tell you verbally what they are about.  It takes a critical eye and dedicated mind to see what is wrong with a dog and diagnose it properly.  You have to know where to look and how to look.  Working in the art gallery has refined my abilities for critical observation, and I am confident that I am going to be a better veterinarian because of it.  By looking at animal medicine as an art itself, and not just a science, I have expanded my mindset and critical thinking skills.

4-3Even though my job on campus is seemingly as far as possible from what I want to do in the future, it has helped me to develop skills that I will use in my career one day.  Did I expect this to happen? Absolutely not, but I am so glad that it has.  I encourage you to go out and gain experience in any and all work environments.  I guarantee that you will develop networking, practical, and/or observational skills that will help you grow throughout your future path. Whatever those newly refined skills are, you will be happy you have them, and you will learn more about yourself, your interests, and your future career along the way.  So if even if you have a job that on paper seems like it has no relevance to your desired path, no need to worry!  The lessons you learn will be relevant to your life experience, and those lessons can be applied to any career, so long as you are willing to open your eyes and find them.

Join the conversation! Comment below with the life lessons you’ve gained from your on campus jobs.  Let’s compare observational notes and see what we can learn from each other!

When I Grow Up: Pursuing Your Childhood Dreams

When I was younger, I wanted to be everything.  I went through phases pursuing every career path in the book, bouncing from doctor to archaeologist to dancer and back again, just as many kids do.

When I was in 6th grade, I thought that I found my life’s calling.  I had always loved to read, and I though being at school was quite fun.  Me, being a fairly practical child, already understood that teachers didn’t make a whole lot of cash, so I went and declared that my ultimate goal was to become an English Literature professor.  I had my whole life plan set out: attend undergrad, get my doctorate, and then get hired at a prestigious institution where I would become world-renowned as one of the most prolific, young, and hip members of my academic community.  Any of you who have read my past posts, or know me at all, will recognize that this is not at all the path that I have been pursuing as a young adult.  Nonetheless, I followed my path of literary classics all the way until second semester of my second year of high school.3-1

Sophomore year, I was enrolled in AP Biology. I realised that I loved books, but I loved biology even more. I decided I wanted to pursue a career in medicine. I saw a life filled with genetics and diagnostics flash before my eyes. I basically wanted to be House, except with a better bedside manner and a tad less cynicism.3-2

I once again threw myself into pursuing the path that I thought was “the one.” However, one of my good friends told me that I would never be a human doctor because I was meant to be a veterinarian. I laughed and blew him off every time that he said this, which was a lot more frequently that you would think. Little did I know that he was 100% correct. But hey, I’m getting ahead of myself.

Throughout high school, I volunteered at a hospital, read anatomy books, and looked for colleges that I thought would best situate me to get into medical school. I did all of the right things, but something still didn’t feel right. Every so often, my friend would nudge me toward animal medicine, and every time, I would shut him down. I couldn’t be a vet, I thought. It’s too sad, too depressing, and even though I love animals, I know I couldn’t handle it.  If I cry just at the thought of that Sarah McLaughlin SPCA commercial, how could I ever see sick animals on a daily basis?3-3

Then, during the second semester of my first year at Scripps, I was offered a veterinary summer internship at my local animal shelter. I felt so conflicted, but finally decided to take the plunge and try it out. On my first day there, I fell in love with the world of veterinary medicine and haven’t looked back since. My friend has never let me forget it.

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Looking back, I laugh at how silly and stubborn I was when I was younger, always chasing the dream of the year. As funny as I think it was, truthfully, I learned so many lessons from those dreams, most importantly how to pursue true passions. It might take some time to find the right career fit, but when you do, give it your all. I am meant to be a vet, and I truly believe that the joy that I have found in this career path is special and waiting out there for everyone. If there is one thing to take away from this post, let it be this: believe in your dreams just like you did as a kid and pursue your passions. Your drive will take you far, and you will never regret it.

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Debunking Internship Myths

Internships are full of surprises and can be shrouded in mystery. We think we know what we are getting ourselves into, but often times, internships end up being completely different than we expected.  Keep reading to unpack some common internship misconceptions and hopefully learn something along the way!

  1. Internships are “one size fits all.”

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The entertainment industry has portrayed internships in movies, tv shows, novels, and basically every other publicly consumed medium.  Growing up, I always thought that an internship was a highly coveted position that involved picking up coffee and dry cleaning.  I now know that this isn’t necessarily the case.  Some internships may involve balancing three trays of Starbucks drinks while running around making copies, but there are internships that involve video editing, phone banking, and even assisting in surgery.  All internships provide immense amounts of career insight and experience, but they are a lot less formulaic than we are commonly led to believe.

  1. Asking questions will make you seem like “the stupid intern.”

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There are a few damaging stereotypes that can surround the idea of the workplace intern: overworked, incompetent, annoying, and useless.  These words couldn’t be farther from the truth when it comes to interns! Interns are some of the most engaged, thoughtful, and dedicated people in the business.  The purpose of an internship is to LEARN.  In order to do this, you have to ask questions and figure out the ins and outs of a workplace.  There is a learning curve, but that doesn’t mean that you aren’t qualified to be there.  Asking questions doesn’t make you annoying, it makes you engaged and interested.  Yes, you probably will be overworked, but hopefully in the best way possible.  Don’t worry about the unfounded beliefs about your position, and go in each day willing to work your hardest and break down those unflattering stereotypes.

  1. Being an unpaid intern means that you aren’t qualified for a paid position.

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Unpaid internships are still exist in the working world today.  Although more companies are paying interns, unpaid opportunities are still a very common way to gain career experience, and often can lead to a paid position at a place of work.  Many times, it seems an intern does the same amount (if not more!) work than an official employee.  Just because you are not being paid to be there doesn’t mean that you aren’t valued.  You had the skills to get the internship, and you will develop the skills to be employed in that field, if you don’t already have them. As much as employers benefit from having you there, you also benefit from taking an unpaid internship.  Your internship is a time for you to learn about a prospective career path and decide if it’s right for you.  You are there to gain experience and refine your career goals, and who knows, you might even end your internship with an official job offer!

  1. Interns are disposable, and if you mess up, you’re out.

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While this may be true with some internships, the general truth is that the place that you are interning probably is in need of an intern and their primary role should  be to teach you.  Businesses use interns for a variety of purposes, and typically they are in need of an extra set of hands.  They aren’t usually going to throw out that extra person just because some documents weren’t collated properly.  It’s okay to make mistakes, and if you butcher something, it’s going to be fine, more often than not.  Employers appreciate honesty and dedication, and they understand that sometimes mistakes happen.  As long as you are up front about and understanding of what went wrong, it’s fairly likely that they will be too.

Finally, a fact about internships:

5. Interning is one of the best things you can do.

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For better or for worse, internships provide incredible career experience.  Even a “bad” internship can show you what you do and do not want from your future career and that is invaluable. Internships are full of learning opportunities, and you don’t only learn about jobs, you learn about yourself.  Internships can be difficult and stressful, but you grow and evolve as an employee and person in the big working world. So next time you are offered an internship, go ahead and say yes!  Your future self will be glad that you did.