Balancing Act

Senior year hasn’t even begun and I’m already exhausted. I’m excited, to be sure, but I’m starting to realize that I’ll have to make use of every minute available to me. Gone are the days of between-class naps and binge-watching entire television seasons. Even 20 minutes is useful, and I’m going to have to understand, somehow, that I don’t have a minute to waste. When I’m not in class or doing RA duties I will be frantically applying to fellowships, trying to study for the GRE, writing thesis, and looking in to different grad school programs. I’m excited to take on these many tasks, but after a year spent abroad at universities with very different courseloads I’m not used to this amount of work. Hopefully once classes start I’ll be able to get back into the swing of things.

At this point, I’m so focused on the day-to-day — getting signatures for assorted forms, unpacking my mess of a storage cube (WHY did sophomore Rose hold on to so many unnecessary things?), trying to figure out when I’ll have time for a FitScripps class or two — that I haven’t given thought to the Bigger Things awaiting my attention. The other day at dinner I looked up the Fulbright deadlines and realized they’re in less than a month. My work style is very reliant on last-minute pressure, but I am not letting myself procrastinate on any fellowship apps. I want to give myself time to go to the Writing Center, let my ideas develop, and write an application I feel good about. Easier said than done, but hopefully now that I’ve written it here I’ll feel more accountable to myself and to you all.

Besides the Fulbright I’ll be applying to several other fellowships; a great gap-year program in my hometown of Seattle, Washington; a couple of jobs in the Seattle area; and an unspecified number of grad school programs. I also need to figure out when I can take the GRE and give myself time to study for that. Hopefully this leaves me with a little time to enjoy my last year on- (and off-) campus, because there’s a great deal of Southern California that I have yet to explore.

Because I love lists, and because I’m loving the idea of the community of readers holding me accountable – I don’t want to let you all down! – here are my goals for the week:

  1. Finish two veeerrryyy long-standing essays and send them in. (Germany, where I spent my spring semester, has a very different semester structure than American students are used to – it begins in April and ends in July. Term papers aren’t usually due until mid-September, and I returned to the States before turning in the final papers for two of my classes. I need to get them in, and receive a grade from the professor, before September 23rd so that I can send my updated transcript to Fulbright. Great motivation, huh?)
  2. Write up and send in an abstract for a presentation I’ll be doing at the end of the month. This shouldn’t take long, but it’s just one more thing to worry about.
  3. Actually make headway on my Watson and Fulbright apps. Yikes.

For now, I’ll sign off and go breathe into a paper bag. Happy start to the school year, all!

 

 

 

Planning for the Future

I have a confession to make: I really like to plan. I like to research grad programs, career ideas and internships. I like to record my findings in lists and, if I’m feeling a little crazy, spreadsheets. I like to be able to see all the possibilities, so that when I set my sights on a few opportunities, I know that they’re the best for me.

(The downside of this is that I’m always living in the future, but this post is not about that.)

My work experience at Scripps opened my eyes to careers in higher education. After my Fulbright, I’d like to get more work experience in admissions or study abroad programming, but there’s not much I can do until spring. Even so, I occasionally trawl the waters of HigherEdJobs.com, the Forum on Education Abroad, and the Association of International Educators job board, just to read job descriptions and get an idea of what’s out there.

What I have been doing is planning for grad school. Getting my Masters degree is solidly within my 5-year plan, which is why I took the GRE this June. I wanted to have the test done before I was out of school mode, but I gave myself a month after graduation to study. Having a deadline helped motivate my study, and having something to keep me occupied after graduation helped keep me sane. I am happy with my scores, but if I had to do it again I would change how I studied. I used Barron’s New GRE test prep (which I do recommend) and studied writing, then verbal, then math. I’m convinced I would have improved my score if I had started with my most rusty subject, math, and moved forward from there, instead of leaving it until the end when I was burnt out and in crunch mode.

The last week has been marked by daily afternoon thunderstorms, so while I stay inside and catch up on season two of Nikita (no shame), I have been making notes on higher education administration (HEA) programs around the country. This became easier when I found the grad school database hosted by NASPA, the association for Student Affairs Administrators in Higher Education. It’s not an exhaustive database, but it helped me immensely in putting together a starting list of 19 schools.

HEA programs come in all shapes and sizes. They can be titled M.A., M.Ed. or, less frequently, M.S. They range from nine months to two years. There are small and large cohorts. Some programs prefer research and theory to practice. Some programs cover tuition 100% with graduate assistantships, other programs are reputed as “cash cows” for their schools. Sometimes it is called Higher Education, sometimes it is Postsecondary Administration and Student Affairs, and sometimes it is Policy, Planning & Administration with a concentration in Higher Education. Among these options, I don’t know what I want yet.

Luckily, graduates of these types of programs are abundant at Scripps. I can research as much as I want on the internet, but having real people to ask about the honest pros and cons of their experience is priceless. They have the kind of insights I won’t find in marketing materials.

This all leaves me with choices to make and narrowing down to do. I have plenty of time before I make any decisions, but I like to be prepared.

Playing the Game: GRE

Ahh, the GREs… and we were all so relieved when the SATs were done. The SATs were just one piece of the long high school game; learn the rules, play as best you can, move on. Fortunately, I could see almost immediately that the GREs are pretty much the same creature with a different face. Two writing sections, a verbal reasoning section, and an analytical reasoning section;  I’ve seen that before. But four years after playing the SAT game, I took the opportunity to look at this type of test in a new light.

It turns out that at its core, the GRE is not about reading or writing or math; it’s about logic. The GRE states this in its preparatory material, though not in so many words. This is not a test that’s interested in how fast you can read or do algebra; those are just two ways of going about assessing a student’s ability to solve a problem. What I think scares most students about the GRE is that they perceive they are weak in one of its subject areas, and therefore worry that they will do poorly on that portion of the test. However, at its most fundamental level, the GRE is a test of the many different ways in which logic and reasoning can be implemented in academic and real-life settings. It’s a test of what we’ve already been doing for three years.

The use of logic and reasoning is most obvious in the two writing sections. In the first task, you must read a statement and take a position on it, then support that position with logical arguments. Similarly in the second task, you must read someone else’s argument and critique it. Both of these tasks are logic-based exercises; the type students have been doing every time they write a paper or hold a class discussion on an assigned reading. It’s not about the subject matter; it’s not even about writing skill to a certain extent. It’s about the creation of a logical argument.

Though the GRE website provided good example statements and responses and the grades they received, I found another way to prepare for the writing section of the test. I happened to be sitting pool-side on a Friday afternoon with a former roommate while I was preparing for this section. We struck up a conversation on the sample argument that had been presented, and spent about fifteen minutes dissecting its accuracy. I made a strong argument, but my friend responded with some counter-arguments that had not occurred to me. Having fifteen minute informal debates may not be quite as entertaining to others as it is to my friend and I, but it is a great way to practice putting together an augment quickly and supporting your position well without depending on background research.

Everyone seems to have a weak spot when it comes to standardized testing; for me it’s the verbal section. It wasn’t the reading, or understanding the reading, or even understanding the questions that got me in the end. Logic and reasoning serve well for those purposes. It was the vocabulary did me in. This is, in my opinion, the one hiccup in the otherwise well planned test. I’ve got a fairly large vocabulary, and it’s been years since I’ve run across a word in a reading that I didn’t understand, so it did not even occur to me to review vocabulary. But after one practice GRE and now having taken the real thing, my need to prepare in this area becomes clear.

I, as well as many students, have been trained to deduce the meanings of words through context, a logical response. But about a half of the questions in the verbal section of the GRE are analogies and antonyms, and have little to no context from which to decipher even a good guess, let alone a definition. Many of the words are also tricky; one word can have a meaning when it is an adverb and a completely different meaning when used as a noun. When context fails me, I turn to the etymology of the word, also a logical and reasoned response, which of course only works when you can recognize that some portion of the word is related to another word you know. This was, for me, the single most challenging aspect of the entire GRE. The easiest way to overcome this would have been to review ten advanced vocabulary words every week for three or four months. With a broader base of knowledge, my logical reasoning should have been able to take over quite successfully, as the creators of the test clearly intended.

And then there is the analytical reasoning section, more commonly known as the math section. I’ll honestly admit that this section of the test didn’t even scare me a little bit; I’m a science major who loves math. Doing algebra calms me down. But being pretty good at math wasn’t what comforted me on this part of the test; what made me sure I would be fine is that I could see immediately that this was just another facet of logic and reasoning. None of the “math” part of the test was more complicated than algebra and geometry; the only tricky bit was understanding what the questions were asking, and applying good reasoning. It’s the same way in which you don’t have to be good at math to do sudoku puzzles. Sudoku and the GRE aren’t testing math, they’re just testing a kind of logic that manifests itself quite often as mathematical skill: if a number is even it is divisible by two. If you divide a number by two and the result is even, the number was divisible by four. If a number is even and divisible by three it is also divisible by six. I think that it wasn’t the years of math and science classes that best prepared me for this portion of the test; it was years of doing puzzles and studying patterns.

So it turns out in the end that the GRE is testing things we’ve been doing all along; the test just presents the challenge in a less than obvious way. There are challenging aspects; interpreting questions and learning logical shortcuts to the correct answers. The obscure words that appear in the antonyms section certainly don’t help. But recognizing what the GRE was really testing made it possible for me to not only play the college game, play it well.

The Future of Journalism

Recently, I went to a discussion panel titled, “The Future of Journalism: The End or a New Beginning.” The debate featured two writers, Hugo Martin from the Los Angeles Times, Richard Perez-Pena, from The New York Times (both of which are Pomona alums and alums of The Student Life) and Geneva Overholser, director of USC’s Annenberg School of Communications.

It was very interesting to hear the perspectives of three different people who are actively working in the industry. Richard Perez-Pena has specifically written about the changes in the journalism industry for the NYT. Based on what Pena said, it seems that it’s hard to predict what will happen anymore, especially in journalism. All three agreed that journalism is going through some major changes, moving more and more into the online realm. Pena from the NYT said that while the newspapers for the times have horrible numbers, their online numbers have been breaking records every month. The move to online journalism has also led to a lot of layoffs and a move towards hiring more freelance writers. Hugo Martin of the L.A Times said that there used to be hundreds of people that would just cover a certain L.A neighborhood, now that team has been reduced to just one person. Martin suggests that this is problematic since there are not enough people to cover the smaller, but nonetheless important stories that are deserving of attention.

Geneva Overholser, Director of USC’s Annenberg School of Communications, was very positive about the future of journalism, suggesting that with the changes that are occurring right now, this is a good time for journalism to reinvent itself. Often these changes are characterized in such a negative way, so it was good to hear something positive from someone who knows the business. While this is encouraging, it’s still difficult to think of the unknown, especially when so much of my life after college is unknown at the moment. Personally, I think it would be very difficult to make a living doing freelance straight out of college. Especially since no one knows your work or your name. If I end up not doing grad school, maybe I could try to get an entry level position somewhere at a PR firm and continue to do freelance on the side. No matter what, I want to keep writing, it just might be difficult to pursue a career in journalism right after college.

Right now, grad school still seems like one of the best options for me. My first application is due tomorrow for UC Berkeley’s program, thankfully they don’t require the GRE, however, they want their applicants to have more experience in the journalism field. I am not sure if I have enough experience to be admitted but I decided to apply regardless. One of the great things about Berkeley is that they have a magazine writing program, which would be perfect for me. Some of the other schools I am applying to (like NYU) have similar programs. I will be taking the GRE this Friday, so wish me luck!

Know Thyself

So much has happened since my last blog post. I had been in the midst of trying to find an internship, and after many emails, interviews and trekking into LA, I finally decided that having an internship this semester was just not the right thing for me. Now that this tiring process is finally over, I’ve had some time to reflect. Here is what I learned from the process:

It’s Hard. I mean really hard. I never expected it to be easy but lets face it- it’s a never-ending process of research, emailing employers, sending out resumes, cover letters and in my case, writing samples and then NEVER hearing back from people (I know Karyn has mentioned this too!). After all that work that’s kind of tough, but it happens all the time. I probably sent applications to over 25 different companies, and in the end, I ended up taking a freelance position with an online magazine and getting two other offers, which I didn’t end up taking. This brings me to my second point…

Know Thyself. This is probably the most important thing I learned from this whole experience (besides learning how to write a good cover letter and thank you note). I know it sounds cheesy, but it true, it’s so important to know yourself. This helps during the internship search process and interviews (where employers will ask you a ton of questions about your skills and personal strengths). It also helps to know yourself when its time to make big decisions, which brings me to my third point…

Trust your Instincts. If you have a feeling the internship or job may not be right for you, you probably shouldn’t take it. After going into LA for an interview, I got a strange feeling about the place I would potentially be working at. Personally, getting a strange vibe like that was a warning sign, especially since I can only think of one other time in my life where I have had an experience like that. I quickly realized that that internship was not right for me and I decided to turn down the offer. Which brings me to my fourth and final point…

Request an In-Person Interview. It’s so important to see where you might be working. You will get to see the office space and get an idea of the work environment, meet people you will be working closely with and gain a better understanding of the company.

In the end, I’m glad I went through with my internship search. It was an excellent learning experience and it has given me a good idea of how a job search will go. In the meantime I have decided to take on more responsibilities at The Student Life Newspaper. This semester I will be the editor of the life and style section. After working as a staff writer last year, I’m so excited to have this position and learn more about the management side of running a newspaper. I think it will be a great experience for me, and its something that will really help when I seriously try to get into publishing. Also, I have finally registered for the GRE, which I will be taking on December 5th. Let the studying commence!